Everyday is a good day

Haven't been posting for some times. Some of my friends keep asking me to update my blog but don't post unhappy stuff. So I decided not to online and went out all nights to find more happiness. Hehe... Kidding! I had been so busy these days but I'm not depressed at all. I don't consider myself enjoying my life also because I have just too much for me to work out to find my purpose in life and for my future.

But one strange thing my friend told me that I have changed so much in the sense of my character. To my surprised, he feels horrible. WHY!?!?!!? What is it that I have changed to much and makes him feel so horrible? Saying that if there's something happened and there's a very high possibility that I will get angry but I didn't and it's hardly to accept and scary. What do you expect me to say? I don't want to be like last time. Everyone is so afraid of me.

I realised that I didn't get angry for a long time. It has been a month! Not to say very long but it's such a miracle that I don't get angry because I'm a hot-tempered person. Is it because I'm too lazy to angry or am I just being forgiving? Hopefully nothing negative lah. I have been laughing so much nowadays. I do know why am I laughing. I'm not crazy, okay?

Special thanks to two person (my aunty and my friend) because they really spent time to tell me stories about themselves. Stories that made them learnt to accept things that's hardly to accept. But most importantly of course my Father in heaven that has never left me alone and being so merciful to me. I have forgiven myself as He has forgiven me too. So here my life has start anew again. Pray that there will be no more 'again'...

Hhmm... Just a little updates about myself here. Hope this will bring you good news. Enjoy yourselves here. Life is great!! Amen!! Hehe...