So pissed me off!! Why?!

Why is there such a person? Why when I care for you, you don't even bother to appreciate what I have done for you? All these years you have made me feel so ashamed to have you in my life. I don't even dare to see you. I really don't know how to care for you anymore. In all these years I thought what I have done for you, you would really appreciate. What I've said to you, you would really think about it. How would I know that what I've done since 13 were just all in vained. I really feel so tired. I realised that I start to hate you. When will you start to be someone you should be? Why would want to make everybody around you start avoiding you? Will you be happy with what you're doing right now?

Why don't you work but keep relying on other people? How long will other people stand by you to help you? Do you think this is the right way to live a life? No one shall eat without working. If this continues, I will never want to care about you anymore. If you think this is still the thing you
should and want to do, so sorry... Please don't ever come back to me anymore. I really don't know how to help you anymore. You have ruined my life. You have ruined my everything in my life.

Since you're so afraid to let me know what you've done and what you're doing then why still do? Do you know it's just so easy for me to know what you've done and what you're doing? Do you know why are you so afraid to see me? Do you know why are you so afraid to ask me for help? Do you know why other people don't even want to tell you that they don't like you? You don't even want to tell the truth. Always tell lies. I wonder why there would be such a person. When will you change? It's been so many years!!! Please! I have no more ways to help you. How I wished I could get rid of you from my life. Please go....